She became my
first closest friend since I entered College. So it's not easy for me to let her go. Drama Much? :)
She does not crack jokes as often as I can do. I can't even notice that she's already laughing with my friends but we can talk serious stuffs sometimes. Lately, I felt her again as my friend. We had a conversation and she gave reactions about it that made me feel she's really my friend.
She does not often get mad at people. I don't even see her getting mad at someone for a long time. She just keep it in her and doesn't want it to be a big problem. And I think that is mature enough. We used to be very close when we were in our 1st year college but everything has changed. Before, she used to open up everything with me. We exchanged letters that made her cried because she's happy. I know I can't turn back the time that we should be best buddies again but all I know is, she's one of my true friends who can't say rude words about me even if she'll get angry with me. :)
I miss what we did before but I'm still thankful that she's still here with me. ♥
Happy 19th Birthday Dhei! I love you so much. :)
