memorable days that happened to me this year. :)
Wednesday, December 31, 2008 6:42 PM
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2008's MEMORABLE DATES. :)
Before I leave 2008 && start another year, just want to post, reminisce as well my uber duper memorable dates that happened to me this year. Almost were sort of FUN moments!. :D.
JAN. 1 - Welcome 2008!. :))))
JAN. 5 - Cess' Bday.
JAN. 21 - Dhei's 17th Bday!. Simple Gathering lang. Four pa lng kmi nian - HERMI, OCHIE, DHEI && ME. For sure, on her 18th, 9 kami - DEVERJ. ♥
FEB. 26 - Lenie's Bday.
MARCH 31 - Same turns 18! Memorable kc after a year, ngbonding ulit kme (my high school barkada), as well with my high school classmates.
APRIL 5 - Lablab q. It's our first time to be together. :)
APRIL 16 - Ochie's 17th Bday.
APRIL 21 - MY 17th BIRTHDAY! ♥. Super happy because it was unexpected - especially the gift.
APRIL 25 - Bern's Visit!. My bestfriend. :) After 2 years, nagkita ulit. With Nowmi. Miss you guyz. :)
APRIL 26 - My sister's Bday && Tagaytay get away with my churchmate friends.
MAY 7 - Kua Rhaf's 25th!. Memorable kc we prepared a surprise party for him. Pati ung gift bongang-bongga.
MAY 8 - Jim's Bday!
MAY 21 - Hazel's 18th.
MAY 24 - SKP Graduation Day! Part of me was happy. Natapos na din ang paghihirap. Part of me was also sad becoz' I'm gonna miss my kiddsss. :)
MAY 25 - Peng's Bday!
MAY 28 - 19 na c TIN!
JUNE 2 - Swimming @ LAGUNA with my churchmate friends. Super Happy && Super Kilig. lol.
JUNE 10 - MOA with Lenie, Ate Nutz && Kua Rhaf. My ngyre kc na sbrang nkakatuwa. :p
JUNE 21 - Wanie's Debut! Bongga 'toh. We had so much fun. Super sayaw. Low. Low. Low.
JUNE 27 - Vianne's 16th Bday. Kumaen ng bonggang-bongga sa hauz nla. With the modeling && pictorial chorva.
JULY 15 - Joan & Aubrey's Bday.
JULY 17 - Aubrey's Bday Celebration. Treat nia kme sa Mcdo & Greenwhich. With her chocolate cake as our gift. SUPER MEMORABLE kc that day nabuo talaga and DEVERJ - you rock on guyz!! ♥
JULY 30 - Hermi's Bday!
AUG. 26 - wee. GLORIETTA getaway with my SUPER FRIENDS - Deverj. Super Gala. Mcdo, Zagu, MRT, Havaianas, Landmark, Ordinary Bus, Van on the way home, weird oldie names. lol.
SEPT. 17 - 2nd College RECO!. Nag-enjoy lng talaga kmi sa pictures especially the jumping shots. lol. Sob xe hindi nkapagstarbucks. amp.
SEPT. 22 - Faye's Bday!
SEPT. 30 - A kiss to remember. :)
OCT. 2 - CHAMPION! PSY23! Buddha Dance.
OCT. 4 - Fiesta kla JIM.
OCT. 10 - Last day of our 1st semester. We went to Tagaytay for some drinking session. @ Yonel's Place.
OCT. 19 - Bern's 18th!
NOV. 1 - Papa's 42nd Bday. We really miss him. :)
DEC. 1 - Star City with Family.
Dec. 2 - Mama's 41st Bday.
Dec. 3 - We watched TWILIGHT. (Why do I need to write this??) Because Edward Cullen is so yummyyyy. charing. :)
DEC. 12 - ENCHANTED KINGDOM!!! with Yonel, Dhei, Ope, Peng && Meeee. :) Kahit na di kumpleto, we still made ourselves to enjoy everything. EK Escapade part 2: Hopefully next year.
DEC. 17 - Bonding here at my place. DVD Marathon, Foodtrip, Chorvahan. :D
DEC. 21 - Yonel's 18th. Super Memorable Surprise Unexpected Bday for him. (Lahat na!. lol. )
DEC. 26 - MOA with momi && lil' sis. :)
DEC. 29 - Hindi xa memorable BUT d2 q narealized na I should stop being so stupid with him. :)
DEC. 31 - Yay! Last Day of 2008. Super Fun Celebration here sa house with my mom's side relatives. Uber daming Foods && Videoke Mode. :))))
And this is it. Guess what qng pano q natandaan lahat 'toh. Naka-save sa FiloFax q. charing. Sa Calendar lng ng fone q. I make sure na nasasave q ung mga da best days for this year. hahah.
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! Make this new year filled with much to look forward to.
A blessed start of 2009 for everyone. Wish q - more happiness, more bondings with family && friends and of course - boyfriend. lol. :). ♥
E.P. : fcukoff! Whatever Major Loser. :D
Part of me was HURT.
Tuesday, December 30, 2008 12:23 PM
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I really made myself stupid. err. For that stupid jerk. :) Akala q Okay na. Akala q lng naman. The truth hurts the most. I don't want to see him again. I don't want to see them together. Nawala na 2 ehh, but, everytime na nkikita q xa, it still returns back. Last night, I had a conversation with my closest guy friend - inOpen q un sa knya. E2 sbi nia: Time lng klngan. Everytime na pilitin mo, my portion na khit konti mawawala ung feelings na un hnggang sa 2luyan ng mawala. Win ka naman skin eh (natuwa q dyn. :)). Let go. Stand Up. Di lng s kanya mundo mo. It's okay qng mgsuffer ka now, by next time sla naman mgsasuffer. Pro don't seek revenge. Basta mgheal din yang pain moh. Sakay ka lng sa rides q. :)
Hahah. thank you. Nabuhayan aq ng loob. Hai, I want another him.
"It's easy to form an attachment to people and things. The mere thought of not having that person or thing in your life just squeezes your heart in pain. "
I SAW IT ON TINAY'S SHOUTBOX. - "ung mga bagay na hinihiling natin kaya minsan di binibgay ni Lord dahil alam niang di yun mkkabuti para sa stin kahit an0ng pilit natin un hilingin.. may mga bagay na sadyang di para sa atin. "
ACCEPT THE REALITY. ♥
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Yonel's 18th. :)
Saturday, December 27, 2008 6:47 PM
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Yonel's 18th. :)
Happy Birthday!!!! Lol. As he said, the BEST bday experience for him. Surprise Visit. Surprise Cake. The Best. :). Surprise ung punta namin especially me && ope. Eventually, surprise dapat ung whole barkada. Kaso, unexpected din ung ngyre sa apat - zel, ochie, jim && peng. It's ok - we did enjoy the party. lol. yeah. :p. On the way, tntxt aq ni yonel na pumunta q, SUPER drama nman aq na ittry q. Aun, una nming pnapasok sa house nla sla hermz and dhei. Then sunod nlng kmi ni Ope. Kaso nakita nia kme na tumatakbo. Aun. Hahah. UNEXPECTED daw. Xhet daw aq. Super Happy naman aq kc nasurprise q tlga xa. Super HAPPY din xa. :)
The CAKE. :) Hindi alam ni yonel yan. Surprise din. :) It would be bigger if 8 kming nag-share. Anyway, it was still in behalf of the whole gang. :)
Of Course, it's not complete if we didn't have our picture together. :) hahah. Sorry nlng ky "prrftt". We look good together. :). lol.
BTW, More pixx on my multiply and Friendster Account. You can view it there. ciao!. :)
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The Twilight Alphabet.
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The Twilight Alphabet
A is for Alaska. That’s where the Cullens came from before settling into Forks.B is for baseball. Whether in the book or in the movie, this was one scene we loved at the Candy HQ!C is for Chevy, the brand of Bella Swan’s big, red truck.D is for dim. Vampires need to stay out of the sunlight, because they sparkle.E is for Edward’s lullaby. Edward sings Bella to sleep.F is for Forks, that place in Washington, where it rains all the time.G is for graduation. The Cullen kids have graduated so many times already.H is for heart. Edward gave Bella a heart-shaped crystal to add to her bracelet.I is for ice. Vampire skin is cold as ice.J is for jacket. You should always have one when you’re in Forks.K is for kidnap. To lure Bella to the ballet studio, James pretended he kidnapped her mom.L is for La Push. This is where Bella meets up with Jacob Black.M is for meadow. This was a definitive moment in Bella’s and Edward’s relationship. Incidentally, this was the scene that author Stephenie Meyer dreamt about and prompted her to write the book Twilight.N is for newborn. The term used for newly/recently turned vampires.O is for ocher. Sometimes Edward’s eyes are colored golden ocher.P is for Port Angeles, where Bella almost got into trouble with a group of sketchy men. Edward, of course, came to save the day.Q is for Quileute, a Native American tribe.R is for ravioli. Bella ordered mushroom ravioli when Edward took her to La Bella Italia for dinner.S is for sparkle. Do we even need to explain this?T is for telepath, because Edward can read other people’s thoughts.U is for underwater. Vampires can stay underwater for as long as they want because they don’t need to breathe.V is for vegetarian. The Cullens are vegetarian vamps.W is for werewolves, who are the descendants of the Quileutes.X is for x-ray. Bella got her leg broken and had to go to the hospital.Y is for yellow. Edward bought Alice a yellow convertible.Z is for zillionaire, because vampires are super duper rich!
SOURCE: Candymag.com http://www.candymag.com/magazine/lifestyle/the-twilight-alphabetGot this from Gelli's Friendster Blog - my childhood classmate. :)
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8 FRIENDS SURVEY.
Tuesday, December 23, 2008 6:38 PM
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8 FRIENDS SURVEY.
DEVERJ:. hazelita, roxing, hermiling, mang jim, claring, yonelito, penggay, dayang, aubring. ♥
Friend 1 - OCHIE
Friend 2 - YONEL
Friend 3 - HAZEL
Friend 4 - HERMI
Friend 5 - OPE
Friend 6 - DHEI
Friend 7 - JIM
Friend 8 - PENG
about your top 8
Why is the person in spot 1 there?
♥ GUSTO Q LNG.
Have you ever hugged 6?
♥ YUP.
Out of your top eight, who was the last one you bond with?
♥ YONEL, DHEI, OPE, HERMZ.
When was the last time you talked to 2 on the phone?
♥ November p ata UN.
How do you know 8?
♥ COLLEGE CLASSMATE.
Is 2 taken or single?
♥ SINGLE. :)
How did you meet 1?
♥ SCHOOL DIN. COLLEGE CLSM8.
Would 4 & 5 make a good couple?
♥ NOOOO!. HAHA.
What about 1 & 3?
♥ NO AGEN'. LOL.
When was the last time you kissed 1?
♥ FRIDAY. 1219.
What is your favorite thing about 6?
♥ HINDI MADALING MAGALIT. :)
What about 7?
♥ KAPAG NAGNINILANDE. LOL.
What does 4 usually ask you for?
♥ UHM. WALA NMAN.
Who do you think is the funniest out of ur top 8?
♥ who ARE the FUNNIEST - YONEL, OCHIE, HAZEL, JIM, OPE, HERMI. Quiet lng tlga sla Peng and Dianne. Virg.... Lol.
Who is your favorite to talk to when you're down?
♥ OCHIE, YONEL, HAZEL, HERMI.
Would you ever date 1?
♥ NO WAY. HAHA IT WOULD BE BETTER QNG MAGHAHANAP KMI NG KA-DATE. :)
Who has SEEN you cry?
♥ HERMI, DHEI, OCHIE.
Describe 8 in 3 words?
♥ SIMPLE REAL FRIEND. :)
Does 7 have any siblings?
♥ YAH.
What are the last three numbers of 3's phone number?
♥ 882
What would you do with 5 if you were locked in a room with him/her?
♥ OMG. HAHAH. WELL, SUPER CHORVAHAN. :)
Out of your top 8... who is better looking?
♥ ALL OF US'. :))))
What is NO.6 favorite color?
♥ PINK.
When did you meet no.3?
♥ Nung 1st day ng 1st year. SEATMATES KME. :)
Did you go to high school or middle school with them?
♥ NO. WERE FROM DIFF'RENT SCHOOLS.
Are they a big flirt?
♥ ERR. WERE NOT FLIRTS. LOSER. LOL.
Who dance the most?
♥ JIM!. :D
Have you ever had a dream about them?
♥ YAH.
Where does no.3 live?
♥ SILANG, CAVITE.
Have you ever heard them sing?
♥ OF COURSE. WE LOVE SINGING TOGETHER. :))))
What is your favorite thing about them?
♥ THEY CARED FOR EACH OTHER. WE CARED...WE VALUE OUR FRIENDSHIP. ♥
Why is no.2 favorite food?
♥ SQUID.
What color is no.8 eyes?
♥ BROWN I THINK.
Do you love them?
♥ OF COURSE. LABZ U ' OL.
When was the last time you saw them?
♥ 122108. DURING YONEL'S BDAY.
What is no.7 favorite color?
♥ BLUE I GUESS.
Would you kiss them?
♥ Y NOT? I ALREADY DID. :*
When was the last time you hug them?
♥ SUNDAY DIN.
Do you borrow each others clothes?
♥ YESSSS. :)
Does 6 have any pets?
♥ YES. C WINONA NA BITTER SKEN. AMP.
Have you ever worked with them?
♥ NOT YET.
Have they ever been to your place?
♥ YESS. NAAPRECIATE Q NUNG HALOS INUBOS NLA UNG FOODS NMIN DITO SA HAUZ. AMP. :p
Where did you meet number 6?
♥ SCHOOL.
How long have you known number 4?
♥ FOR ALMOST TWO YEARS.
Has 2 been to your house?
♥ YUP.
Has number 1 ever seen you naked?
♥ LOL. NOT YET. MAYBE SOON. JOKE.
Have you ever gone shopping with 3?
♥ YES.
Have you ever seen 5 in a swimsuit?
♥ YUP.
Have you ever met 1's familly?
♥ NOT YET.
Do you know 6's middle name?
♥ YES. SUANSING. :)
Have you ever eaten anything in front of 4?
♥ OF COURSE.
Do you trust number 2?
♥ SO MUCH.
Does 1 call you any nicknames?
♥ YAH. CLA, BACLA, VACLUSHI.
Would 5 and 2 make a good couple?
♥ NO. TAKEN NA C 5. C 2? BOYFRIEND Q NA. LOL.
When's the last time you talked to 5 in person?
♥ SUNDAY. 1221.
Are any of your top 6 ex's?
♥ NO.
Have you ever done something dangerous with number 6?
♥ NONE.
Have you ever slept in the same bed with 4?
♥ NOT YET.
Do you think 5 and 6 would make a good couple?
♥ NOOO. HAHAH.
Would 1 do anything for you?
♥ I THINK SO.
Has 2 ever helped you out?
♥ YES.
Which have you known the longest?
♥ OCHIE, DHEI, HERMZ.
Have you had a crush on 1 - 8?
♥ NONE. BEFORE. :)
Have you ever done anything illegal with number 1?
♥ NONE. GOOD GIRL KME.
Will 1 - 8 repost this?
♥ IDTS.
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forget me not?
Sunday, December 21, 2008 10:26 PM
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Forget me not?
IDK. mejo nalungkot aq knina. mejo lng nman. mas mdami pdin ung happy moments. My lakad pla sla. Amp. Di aq naalala. Well, kahit naman yayain aq, eh hndi talaga q sasama kc may importante aqng lakad. Of course, iba pdin ung feeling na naalala ka. Wala lang. Ang drama q ba. Ganito kc aq, gusto q lge aqng naaalala, un ung FRIEND for me. :) Buti nlng, sooper happy knina. :D.
• PS: It's YONEL'S BIRTHDAY today. DEC. 21, 2008. Happy 18TH Year! I'll just post my blog 'bout his memorable birthday sooner or later - once I have our pixx. xoxo. ciao. •
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the EK experience.
Saturday, December 20, 2008 1:06 PM
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One of the BEST EK experience.
EK is ♥. :). with Yonel, Ope, Dhei, Peng, && Me. Super Fun though 5 lng kmi. Wala sla Hazel, Ochie, Hermz && Jim. Eh gustong-gusto na nming ma2loi ni yonel, aun, edi Go khit 5 Lng kmi. Enjoy nman. Super. Kahit na hindi kmi nakasakay sa wheel of fate, bump cars and swan lake. haha. Un lng ba? Oo hindi namin nakumpleto ung rides list. ;) Kea my plano ulit next year: EK agen'. Target: The whole barkada. :)
@ Bump n' Splash: Take Note, muntikan ng my mapaaway. C ope kc, warfreak. Lol. Edi super chismisan sa Line, tpos sb ni kuya crew: "mam, usog na po kyo. nasisingitan na kc po kyo". Sbi q: "may sumingit? cno kuya?". Eh c ope, bgla ng ngsalita: "oi bawal singit! my pila nman eh. blah.blah.blah. Akala nmin mga bata, ung pla dlwang guys. Xhet, bgla aqng nahiya. Hahah. C ope go lng. Aun, share q lng. masaya kc dyn eh. :p
@ Log Jam: 1st ride. Hahah. Sob kc hindi namin naulit dyn. Amp. Ang aga kc ngclosed ung park. Galing ni Peng kumuha. Hahah. Super Saya kc kinakabahan kmi dun s pnakamataas. Yonel: "Ayan na! Ayan na Cla! Ayan na xhet". Aun, ung picture nia 2loi nakakatawa - nkaopen ung mouth. Lol. Ang cool din ng pic ni Peng. :)
@ Flying Fiesta: Lol. Da best shot. I lab you yonel for this pic. Mukang tanga lng eh. Tuwang-tuwa. C ope naiinggit, gusto din dw nia. Edi ready na c yonel. Amp, Memory Card Full na. Hahaha. Sorry nlng, Moment q un. :)
more PHOTOS on my Friendster and Multiply Account. I love Blogging... with Photos. Para di Boring once na my nagbasa. Db? Kaya nga binasa m eh. :)
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Hypocrite, Backfighter, Ugly
Sunday, December 14, 2008 5:24 PM
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Hypocrite, Backfighter, Ugly Damn Girl.
Argh! Lately, there's this girl (hndi xa mganda) na tlgang nababadtrip aq. Narealized q na "plastic" nga xa. Sbi q before hndi nman cguro kc nga close kme. Magkasundo sa trip. Honestly, totoo aq s knya. Di nman kc aq mrunong mkpgplastican. err. But now, I don't like her anymore. She's getting mayabang na. I don't know why, hindi naman xa ganon before. But now, mayabang na talaga. Matalino na daw kc xa. OO, un sa tingin nia. Fine, matalino kna. The hell I care. Prang nga Friend na tingin q s kanya, but now, it's not. Well, it seems na hindi nia alam na mraming naiinis sa knya kc hindi na xa nkakatuwa. Sbi nga ng isang friend q, bka insecure lng. I don't know qng knino x aniinsecure. Ewan, One thing I know na talagang qng ano ung physical appearance moh eh nagrereflect un sa personality. Un un girl. Wag ka magmaganda. :)
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"Kung Ako'y Mamamatay" - Clariselle Espejo.
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"Kung Ako'y Mamamatay" - Clariselle Espejo.
"Kamatayan? Hindi katapusan ng lahat. Kung ano ang ating iniwan ay siyang simula ng lahat. Walang buhay na patapon. Kaya lamang nagiging patapon dahil iniisip natin na tayo’y nag-iisa."
Ang buhay ay atin lamang hiniram sa Panginoon. Hanmda man o hindi ay dadating sa sinasabing katapusan ng lahat - ang kamatayan. Ano nga ba ang mga gusto ko bago man lang aq mamatay?
Bago matapos man lang ang aking buhay, nais long maging maligaya at sana mapaligaya ko din ang mga taong minamahal ko. Lumaki ako na napapaligiran ng pagmamahal at pagaaruga kaya marahil ay ganoon din ako kapag mayroong mga taong napamahal na talaga sa akin. Nais ko munang matupad ang aking mga pangarap, ganoon din ang mga pangarap ng aking pamilya sa akin. Ngunit kung ngayon man ako mamamatay ay hindi pa talaga ako handa dahil marami pa akong gustong maranasan at matupad. At kung ako man ay mamamatay, ayokong mahirapan. Iyong kailangan pang nakaratay sa higaan habang hinihintay mo na lamang ang oras ng iyong paghimlay. Hindi ko rin naman gusto ang biglaang pagkamatay – nabaril, naaksidente o di kaya ay tawa ng tawa ayun biglang patay. Natuwa ako sa kamatayan niyang iyon. Isa siya sa mga kapitbahay naming noon, nabalitaan naming na patay na pala siya samantalang kakakita ko pa lamang sa kaniya bago ako pumasok sa eskuwelahan. Bata pa ako noon, nasa ika-anim na baiting. Nanonood lamang ng basketball sa telebisyon at sa kakatawa biglang namatay. Kaya natakot ako simula noon na baka sa sobrang tawa ay mamatay agad ako. Ngunit hindi ko naman siya masisisi dahil mahilig siyang uminom ng alak.
Balik tayo sa magiging kamatayan ko “sana”. Kung ako ay bibigyan ng pagkakataon makapamili ng aking kamatayan ang nais ko ay natulog lamang at hindi na muling nagising. Ayoko ng mahirapan at ayoko ding masaktan. Ngunit mas maganda sana kung mayroong senyales bago matulog na hindi ka na muling magigising dahil mamamatay ka na pala. Mas maganda kung ako’y maghahanda, magpapaganda muna para hindi ako mukang kahiya-hiya kapag tiningnan na ako sa “pink” kong kabaong. Imposible marahil ang naisip kong iyan dahil hindi naman pwedeng humiling ng gusto mong kamatayan, ngunit iyan ay sia sa mga pangarao ko – na sana ay ganyan na nga lang ang magiging kamatayan ko. Hindi ako natatakot mamatay ngunit sa ngayon ay hindi pa talaga ako handa. Ako kasi yung tao na hindi pa talaga nakukuha lahat. Marahil dahil noong bata pa ako, ay hindi lahat naibibigay ang gusto ko. Kaya sinabi ko sa sarili ko na kapag ako’y nakatapos na ng pag-aaral, magsisikap talaga akong magtrabaho para makuha ang lahat ng gusto. Nais kong maging “stable” na lahat. Kahit na hindi ko ito madadala sa aking kamatayan, naranasan ko naman.Pati na din ang lalakeng makakasama ko sa habang buhay ay buo na din sa pangarap ko. Hindi pa din naman nawawala doon ang pangarap ko muna para sa pamilya ko bago ang magiging pamilya ko. Praktikal man lahat ito ngunit ito ang mga nais kong matupad kung ako man ay mamamatay na.
Lahat ng katapusan ay siya ding simula. Hindi lang natin alam kung ito ba ay katapusan na o simula pa lang ng lahat. Hindi din natin hawak ang panahon at ang ating buhay. Kung ito ba ay nakatadhana na talaga para sa atin. Kung ako man ay mamamatay na ngayon, nais ko munang makasama ulit ang Papa ko. Halos dalawang taon na ng huli kaming magkasama-sama ulit nila Mama. Wala kasing pagkakataon sa ngayon na makauwi siya dito. Noong nasa ikaapat ako ng taon ng hayskul ng siya ay umalis papuntang Amerika para magtrabaho. Nalungkot talaga ako dahil ni hindi man lamang siya nakaabot sa aking graduation. Wala naman akong magawa dahil trabaho niya iyon at ayoko naming mawala iyon dahil kami din ang mahihirapan. Malungkot sa bahay dahil tatlo na lang kami nila Mama ngunit sinisikap naming maibsan ang kalungkutang iyon. Kaya kung ako man ay mamamatay na, sana…sana makasama ko muna ang aking Papa bago ko man lang ipikit ang aking mga mata.
Kung ako ay mamamatay, mas gugustuhin ko sana na sa aking paglaki ay ako muna ang mauna bago ang sinoman sa aking pamilya. Hindi ko alam kung bakit iyan ang naging pananaw ngunit ako kasi yung tao na sadyang importante ang pamilya pagdating sa buhay niya. Ni hindi ko lubos maisip na makikita ko kung sinoman sa kanila na nakahimlay na sa kanilang higaan at ako’y nandito na walang patid sa pagluha. Sigurado ako sa sarili ko na hindi ko matatanggap agad anuman ang mangyari agad sa kanila. Kaya mas nanaisin ko na lamang na ako ang nakikita nila. Makasarili ba ako? Hindi ko alam ngunit ito ang masasabi ko – takot akong masaktan dahil mahirap para sa aking makalimot agad. Bago man lang sana ako mamatay, nais ko ding makasam lahat ng kaibigan ko. Hihingi ako ng tawad kung anoman ang naging kasalanan ko na nagging dahilan ng pagtatampo nila sa akin – kung meron man. Magpapasalamat na din ako sa kanila ng madaming-madami sapagkat isa sila sa mga kumukumpleto sa buhay ko. Para sa akin, ay mahirap mabuhay sa mundo ng wala kang kaibigan. Lalo na sa aking sitwasyon, hindi ko kayang mag-isa. Masaya ako sa araw-araw kapag kasama ko sila. Pinipili ko ang aking gma magiging kaibigan. Iyong sa simula pa lang ay naramdaman ko kaagad na totoo sila sa akin. Ayoko ng mapagpanggap dahil hindi naman ako ganoon sa mga kaibigan ko. Kung ano talaga ako, ay iyon na talaga. Walang tinatago – prangka sa madaling salita. Kaya nais ko muna silang makasama at magkaroon ng pinakamasayang “bonding” sa buong buhay ko. At isa pa na nais kong makamit bago ko mamatay ay makasama muna ang lalaking para sa akin. Wala naming perpektong taos a mundo ngunit mayroon naman siguro akong matatawag na “right guy”. Sa mga panahon ngayon, hindi ko ding maiwasang mag-isip na kung sino nga kaya ang mapapangasawa ko. Kung yung gusto ko ba talaga siya, kung pareho ba kami ng mga gusto sa buhay at kung pareho ba kaming may pangarap sa isa’t-isa. Ayoko kasi ng basta-basta na lang. Gwapo nga siya ngunit wala namang pinag-aralan, wala man lang pangarap. Kahit hindi masyadong gwapo, may hitsura na lang ay pwede na, basta ba ay nakakaangat sa buhay, edukado at mahusay mag-alaga para sa minamahal niya. Sana ay bago ko mamatay ay ang lalaki na iyan ang makakasama ko muna. At kapag nakuha ko lahat ang mga ito, pwede na siguro akong mamatay – na masaya ang naramdaman. Hindi man ako sigurado kung makukuha ko lahat ito, ay nandiyan pa rin sila sa mga pangarap ko. Marahil ang masasabi ng iba ay napakaimposible ng lahat ng ito na makuha ko bago man lang ako mawala sa mundo. Hindi naman masama ang mangarap hindi ba? Ngunit masasabi ko din na kakayanin ko makuha lang lahat ng mga pangarap ko. Hindi din masama kung susubukan. Ang nais ko lamang ay makuntento at magkaroon ng kasiyahan bago ako pumanaw. Na kahit ako ay isa lamang simpleng bata, may mga nais pa din akong matupad sa lahat ng pangarap ko.
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7 REASONS WHY YOU SHOULD SEE TWILIGHT. :)
Friday, December 5, 2008 8:41 PM
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7 REASONS WHY YOU SHOULD SEE TWILIGHT. :)
Got this from candymag.com.
I've already watched the movie for the second time but I do really want to watch it all over again. :p. I'm on the book right now. It was pretty good than the movie though I enjoyed watching it. Becoz' int he movie I can really see what Edward Cullen looks like and still recall his face while reading the book. Sorry, I'am irrevocably inlove wih fictional characters. ♥
Twilight just hit theaters nationwide last week. If you haven't already seen it, we're giving you 7 reasons why you should go ahead and buy your ticket right now!
2. It ranked in $70.6M in the box office on the weekend it came out in the US. If that doesn't make you curious enough about the movie...
5.Ever wondered why vampires need to wait for a thunderstorm so they can play ball? Well, you'll have to go see the movie to find out.
6.Do you know that Twilight was inspired by a dream? Watch the meadow scene that sparked the birth of Edward and Bella and the Twilight series.
7.You really don't want to have a blank look on your face when your classmates start spewing lines from the movie, do you?
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STAR CITY.
Wednesday, December 3, 2008 7:02 PM
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STAR CITY.
ME • MAMA • SISIt was fun though I didn't enjoy some of the rides. I had fun that night because of the pixx. lol. I just want to post it becoz' it's a part of bday celebration for my mom. :)
We went together with my oh so sexy tita and my two cousins.
Love this pose. ♥
I LOVE jumping shots. :)
Childish. If only I could be a KID again. :p
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ME • MAMA • SIS
